We are moving.  After job hunting off and on for over 2 years Dh has a new job with a stable company making much less money.  It means life is about to change in so many ways.  We are leaving our home and trying to short sale.  We are upside down with the economy tanking.  We aren’t alone in this fate.  I just never thought we would have to navigate these waters.  The interview, acceptance and move date have happened in less than a month.  It’s daunting.  We signed the lease on our new rental just as my best friend found out she had breast cancer.  I am devastated for her and her family, but I feel so badly about leaving at just the moment she really needs someone she knows well to spill out her heart to in the worst of times.

Life is changing so much, so fast.

So moving is first up.  Tomorrow we pack, Saturday we drive and unload.

Then Dh starts the job while I get the house in order and somehow find a way to organize in time to start school in August.

While the August calendar is wide open I know it will not be all free time.

The mortgage fun we are having is beyond words.  The phone calls are….interesting.  The paperwork makes me scream.

And then there is life.  It’s precious.  And we all take it for granted.  I had to hug my best friend today and say goodbye not knowing when I will be able to come down to see her.  I have to hope that others will step up and help her out.

I am not alone.  My life is not miserable.  It’s heavy right now.  I am on the brink of stress